Yes i know weirder things have happened.... For some reason i find it to be a huge confidence boost when i can look at a problem that i would have complained about before hand and thought it to be to hard, only  to now complete it not a problem. I think i have finally tricked my brain into doing what i want it to ^_^ although i think in learning maths i have thrown my comprehension skills out the window

ZOMG I finished a canister on my respirator shall edit with more details later

Well, look who joined in on the band wagon of blogging... Well i consider it long overdue, gives me a chance to vent or talk about things rather than having my closest friends endure it first hand...

Its been a wierd last couple of weeks, ive seen quite a few friends change, be it in a good or a bad way is up to the individual to interpret, workload has picked up, i have yet again offset the studying of a certain subject that is haunting me for the 4th time, such that i dont think i will pass it again this semester. I think thats one of the things i regret not setting myself up for during school, study habits. The ability to sit there and ignore the most tempting of destractions and getting stuck into the work. I seem to recall blaming it on my self control, which can be comfortably comfirmed with my lack of saving ability and the fact i have nothing to show for my 2 and a bit years of work. Even though when i first started the job i had hopes of scratching up enough for a deposit on a house or a nice car or something to that effect. But when you dont know how to control your finances, when you constantly running into debit every month... Something has to change. The problem is not even my family will explain in basic terms what the hell im doing wrong or what i can do to rectify it. For once im actually worried, yet I dont know what I can do. This is where i used to turn to my now ex for advice... sad to say i miss it.

anyway, im getting bored at work having to redo things 3-4 times on account of other peoples misstakes or their of dissatisfaction with their own desicisions (eg, just change everything as per the email... after all 55 drawings have been repathed and had all references reattached, all 3-4 per drawing... 

Designer:    Ah i didnt want it like that
Me:                But its as per the email that you said to follow
Designer:    I Know, but thats not how I wanted it
Me:                Ok, i shall waste another 2 hours fixing it only to be asked later by someone else to change it back
Designer:    *silence for 5 mins* ok just leave it then

Only to find what happen, he changed the names over night so i had to do it anyway

*cries*